I see you..

Lexapro
Trintellix
Zoloft
Wellbutrin
Prozac
Paxil
Viibryd
Cymbalta
Effexor
Trazodone
Brupropion
Celexa
Valium
Xanax
Klonopin
Vistaril
Abilify

If you know what these mean, I feel for you. I really do. I have taken each and every one of these.

Depression and anxiety feel like so many things… You don’t want to live, but you don’t want to die. You don’t want to talk to anyone, but you’re lonely. You’re tired, no matter how much you nap. You make so many plans, but are too exhausted to do anything. Your self-esteem and confidence are nonexistent. Your hobbies don’t bring you joy or pleasure. You can’t make a decision. You feel like it’ll never get better. You become almost paranoid. You get irritable and angry. Your dishes and laundry pile up. You literally can’t do anything. You try. You really try. But sometimes the hold is just too tight.

I see you. I understand. Keep going. It WILL get better. You’re not alone. ❤️