More Than..

The other night during our stream, Donald said something to the viewers that has really stuck with me.. And not in a good way. Someone came into the stream and said, “How did you get her?” Some jokes were made about me kidnapping him and vice versa.. Then some other things were said and then he looked at me and then back to his camera and said, “Look at her. I can’t do better than her.” That hit me. Hard.

We all know how my mind is wacky. I don’t hide that. But that sentence got me thinking. Is he only with me because of my looks? Is he with me because it makes him look good? Why would he say that? Unless he actually meant it like that? What. the. heck?

I am way more than a face. I am way more than a body.

I am a good person.

I am kind.

I am caring.

I am empathetic.

I am considerate.

I am one hell of a mom.

I am a good friend.

I am a good daughter.

I am strong.

I am a good cat mom.

I am supportive.

I am creative.

I am confident.

I am inspiring.

I am honest.

I am intelligent.

I am witty.

I am helpful.

I am respectful.

I am compassionate.

I am reliable.

I am funny.

I am determined.

I am intense.

I am enthusiastic.

I am passionate.

I am protective.

I am a mentor.

I am true.

I am a damn good woman.

I am.

I am more than any one thing.. especially my face. There are so many things that make up who I am as a person.

Maybe I am overreacting (shocker!!).. but something about that sentence, and the context it was said in; It just didn’t sit right with me. I don’t want to be remembered for outside appearances. I want to be remembered for everything that I am on the inside, and the good I (try to) bring to the world.