Moira..

I truly believe everything happens for a reason. There’s a reason things work out, and there’s a reason they don’t.

Call it fate, or destiny, or whatever. Call it what you will. But, I really do believe that there’s something greater shaping our lives.

fate

/fāt/

noun

1. the development of events beyond a person’s control, regarded as determined by a supernatural power.

des·ti·ny

/ˈdestənē/

noun

1. the events that will necessarily happen to a particular person or thing in the future.

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This is gonna sound silly, but, I always imagined there’s a prewritten book about our lives stored away somewhere. It’s already written where you’ll go, who you’ll meet, where you’ll end up in your life, etc.

Maybe it’s true; maybe I’m just insane. Maybe I watched The Truman Show one too many times. I don’t know.

I feel so blessed, and I’m super thankful for where I’m at right now in my life. I have not been this happy in, I couldn’t tell you how long. I can honestly say, being bipolar and having spent many many many months on the couch, that I have not had a “down” day in over a year. Your environment plays such a huge role and is such a giant factor in how your body and brain reacts. I haven’t had my meds in so long, but I’m doing better than I have in years.

I haven’t been myself in a long long time. The other day, I was asked what I liked, and honestly couldn’t answer it. I’d have to really think about it. I’m finally starting to feel like me again, though. I’m so so happy. I’m smiling.. all the time. I’m not worried. I feel at peace. I don’t question most things. I’m legitimately enjoying life again. And I’m super excited for the future.